What is this feeling about? There’s a burst of euphoria in my mind but I still feel a tad of sadness. My head is filled with thoughts and there’s heftiness like something heavy is kept upon it but I feel like dancing anyway. I feel like finally a bit of misery is being kicked away, far away from me. And, it’s for the first time.
I always try to find something pretty in nature when looking outside the window, but today I can’t. The view is picturesque but this is the first time my elation seems better than anything else. I see the skies, the roads, the trees. I try to read the book that I love reading but I just can’t seem to remember what’s happening to the protagonist and the other characters. I scratch my head in confusion, my eyes are shining bright. I hear voices that sound so pleasant, I don’t feel like shutting my ears. The feeling that you want to jump up above as high as possible and don’t feel like coming down. I don’t know what is happening to me but I know that this is the first time I’m feeling this way.